Help. Residence needed. NO ADDICTS please... ( (Anywhere)
Yes, I "look" fine but read, I'm pain and injured. Looking well is part of the issue, if you don't look sick people assume you're fine. I'm not, I'm hurting AND I need help!
I don't know what to do so even solid advice would be good.
I am going through physical therapy with no support from any outside sources.
I sell unwanted household items to buy food, water and medicine.
I do not live extravagantly at all, even if I had the money.
I am currently living in my Aunts house, who offered to help me through the process but now that she is struggling financially because of her poor health and drug problems which I did not know about when I moved in, the situation has become quiet volatile as her financial problems are somehow my fault. She's not the only addict in the house either, her son and her do the same drugs and fight constantly and it's incredibly tense. I DO NOT do any drugs whatsoever. I do not drink or even take over the counter drugs. I use medical marijuana when I can to help ease the pain of the therapy and I have my prescription. I practice a totally holistic lifestyle. I am very close to being done with this therapy process but I haven't sold anything online in weeks and am out of money and drug addicts don't really eat, they chase their fix and go hungry. Meaning, I was cooking and making fresh juice daily for everyone who wanted it in the house but as their drugs supersede food now they have no money to even buy themselves groceries thus I don't have the opportunity for the left overs etc. They eat fast food mostly. My therapy lifestyle cost me 30-40$ a week in food and 20-30$ a week if I medicate appropriately. I HAVE tried to find work and hold jobs but when you're doing physical therapy it's incredibly debilitating and painful to try and hold a job and do therapy full time and if I do less therapy I am in just about as much pain but in a different way, feeling like that I need to do therapy more to ease the pain. If I would have know that the homeowner here (My Aunt) was a drug addict I would have NEVER moved here and begun the therapy process, I worked and supported myself just fine before I began the therapy and will work just as diligently once I AM well.
I am almost finished with the therapy but I am stressed beyond belief living with addicts who are threatening your way of life with false accusations and hateful verbal attacks for no valid reason whatsoever except that they're addicts.
I need help and I will do everything in my ability to pull my weight but I can't find or hold a job very well without special circumstances and I don't "know" anyone and I usually need a good amount of rest between adjustments. Once I am well I want to get straight to work AND start my own business helping others get healthy.
Please call me if you think you can help me by offering financial support, freelance work (I have many skills just not a lot of endurance in between adjustments) housing, or just solid advice. I'm literally broke, going hungry and don't know what to do.
I don't know anyone who can help me and I don't have any friends because the therapy lifestyle keeps me isolated.
HELP! I will do everything I can to not be a burden, I just NEED to get through this process and get well. It has been a long struggle and Like I said if I would have know about the addictions I would have never moved here.
I'll cook, clean, do laundry, make fresh juices, do yard work, be a caregiver, pet sitter, gardener, massages, yoga instruction, I'm skilled in photography and photoshop, etc. etc. I know a lot about holistic health but am not certified so it's hard to get work doing my specialty too. I was working here too for my Aunts company but they would withhold payments and justify it by saying I live rent free, eat food, etc, etc. and the businesses she has tried to run have all dwindled because of poor management and budgeting, embezzling, etc. etc.
Anyway, that's my life and I need help hopefully your out there. I really don't know what else to.
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