I'm going to included my original post to this just because i dont have the energry to rewrite this again for the third time. Please do not respond unless you can really help, i'm not looking for a hand out just someone to help me til i can figure something else out or get back on my feet. I'm really dishearten by some of the responses i have gotten. They are just so rude, and derogatory. I hope you never find your self in a position where you have to ask total strangers for help. It sucks and i would give anything to change it.